I was in a weird funk this whole weekend. It might have to do with baba being out of town, as I'm used to destressing the long week by his side. I needed to do something to make myself feel better. In the middle of my reading a flower shop blog, I packed my little sac, went out, and bought these humble flowers. I cut them around, arranged it so in the vase and it also made me feel better. Also mixed my dead black candle into my white ones to make new candles which made me feel useful. This exercise calmed me down. Baba's absence kind of made me look up and notice what had been around me. That sounds odd but I was hyper-sensitive to the hipster town I discovered myself in, the fact that I was 30 officially and that my job was well, idk what I'm doing with my life still. A bit overwhelming.
I miss baba...
